Saturday, 2 November 2013

being human

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh

November... Is it just me or is time flying by really fast...? I'm not sure if you guys know this but 1st Muharram falls on the 5th of November this year according to the Gregorian Calender. Muharram is the first month of the Islamic Calendar. People say that the 1st Muharram is the day Allah SWT changes the list of our deeds to new ones, wallahualam. So, before the day arrives, I would like to apologize for all my wrong doings towards anyone at all, intentionally or not. I'm truly sorry if I've ever hurt any of you by my words or actions but please know that I've never meant to actually hurt you. I am really really really sorry. I pray that we all renew our new list with unlimited good deeds to replace the wrong doings we've done in our past, insyaaAllah.

Being Human 

I honestly dislike the idea of me some of you have in your mind. I am no angel. I am a slave of Allah SWT that makes mistakes, is still flawed but is still trying to be better everyday. Stop putting it in your heads that I am a perfect muslimah with zero mistakes because I, Nurin Qistina is far from perfect and the earlier you guys realize that, the less you guys expect from me. Forgive me to sound rude but I think that some of you are paying TOO much attention to my life that it has come to a point where you are invading my privacy. I understand that some of you are curious and it is normal to be but please, stop making me look like the bad person in MY personal life. I have my reasons and sometimes things just don't work out but that's life. Allah SWT sometimes hands you good things in life but the next second, He just takes it away and it is all in His liking. I am truly grateful of the hidayah Allah SWT has given me and I will not take it for granted in any way possible.

I would also like to take this opportunity to thank my really good friends for always finishing the food I bring to school, listening to my thousand rants, laughing at my lame jokes (pfftttt more like making fun of me because of my lame jokes) and most importantly making my growing up years worthwhile. So, thank you, Deliana, Zalisha, Sabrina, Lisa, Annafiza, Izelea, Irina, Sophiya, Aina, Aqilah, Aida, Sarah, Myra, Raha, Farah, Adilah, Nadiah, Afiqah Malek, Syarafina, Nurin Amalia, Aainaa, Syaqira, Ainin, Taqi, Imran, Bob, Yusof, Haziq, Luqman, Zharif, Nik Mahyiddin, Aqil, Fazril, Faris, Amin Fadzil and everyone who I may or may not have forgotten to mention. Those who I am still close to throughout all these years, I hope you guys stay in my life forever (that is a very long time okay !), those who I may not talk to anymore, thank you for being in my life even though it was just for a short while, those who I'm just starting to get close to and is still getting to know, I hope our friendship goes beyond high school <3